just feeling like venting to all of my followers..
I am so stressed out… Fall of my senior year in highschool is such a rollar coaster. Applications are due the first two weeks of November, Varsity tennis and tomorrow i have to take my SAT’s for the billionth time…..UGH Today i came home from a three day trip with my mother all through Pennsylvania looking at colleges. It was a lot of fun but a lot of pressure. I cant believe that next year i will be in one of the 6 schools I saw. Its such a scary but exciting feeling. Also just to top things off the guy i like goes home tomorrow to his gf :( I knew it was coming but once he is home i wont talk to him anymore and my somewhat ex is turning 18 on the 2nd and im not sure if i should say happy bday or not. I want so badly to be done with him but hes the one i gave everything too. Not sure if it was a mistake yet but im sure that once a guy does treat me the right way i will wish i didnt have sex with him and let him hurt me so badly. I have not talked to him since my birthday and i am worried that if i initiate a convo with him that i will get re hooked by him easily.
I am off to bed early tonight for my big day tomorrow. I hope all of you guys are doing really well and feel free to write in my “ask” box to catch me up on your lives.. i know i havent heard from many of you in a while.
WELL im home now after being at Bucknell and Lafayette :) SAT's tomorrow for the last time so im just chilling in my bed stuffing my face with Tates cookies <3 (if you dont know what those are you have NEVER lived) ahhaa Happy friday everyone